This Wednesday, Sonia Jesus had moments that left her “very sensitive and vulnerable.” The former “Big Brother” post was recording a report as part of the first major interview she would do following her fiancé’s arrest.

“On Monday I will give my first TV interview after everything that happened in my life,” he said on Instagram, referring to the fact that his partner, Vitor Soares, was arrested in June this year for alleged drug involvement. smuggling ring.

🇧🇷I was making the report and it was like I was living it all up, it cost me so much”, regretted the businesswoman, who was the mother of the couple’s third child on September 18.

About the interview that she will give next Monday, apparently on the “Josha” program, Sonia admits: “Honestly, I already regretted it…but I thought it was about time, because I already felt prepared🇧🇷 After being rejected so many times, this time I decided to accept it. I thought I was strong enough to talk about it, but no.”

The former ‘BB 2020’ post promises that it will be a “very nuanced and intense conversation”, making her “relive” the painful moments she went through. As for her reasons for deciding to speak out, Sonya explains that she feels she “owes it” to everyone who accompanies her and gives her strength.

Before she began recording the report, she told a friend that she wouldn’t cry because she didn’t want “people to feel sorry” for her. However, she ended up crying.

“I sounded like, ‘Maria Paul, I’m crying,’” he finally said.

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